:)

I have to learn how to relax!!!! :)

I DONT LIKE

EXAMS. I know anybody reading this probably will be like "psh, who likes exams?" but seriously, as much as I love history, it's just irritating that no matter how many hours I put in a day, it just seems like I cannot finish studying =( pooooooooooooo. Kay bye.

TESTS. Wooooooo.

Hi. My brain's too fried to continue doing work so I figured I could spend some time reviving my blog! Haha yupp, I know it had been ages. But then again, no one reads my blog so it's alright. Speaking of updates, I went to Bangkok during the CNY period! Very smart of my parents right, evade the responsibility of giving red packets, hahaha! Anyways, thought I could share some pictures with you all =) Okay... It's taking way to long to upload ONE pic. I shall not continue. Nevermind, you get my drift, I went to the wax museum in Bangkok! Was an eye opener, all those celebrities looked so real, you really can't tell the difference if you looked from afar. Ok I'm too lazy to space with my phone, so I'm just gonna post in chunks. Hah. So basically you must be thinking whats with my title? Fine, I will tell you. I know it's only natural to have tests as a student. But come on, 5 tests and one o level SPA in one week??? That's ridiculous. Nobody would disagree with me man. The school's out to torture us. No question about that. Alright, that's the end, I have nothing else to say. Goodbye :)!

I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP.

Great.
Its like the first time in six months that i'm starting to post again. I think im starting to have isomnia, like reallly. Its the 3rd night which i can't seem to go to sleep. Its like i'm realllyyyyyyy tired, but once i get to bed, i become all awake and alert. Then my mind starts drifting off...



HMMPPFHHH.



Nothing really happening, serious. Just that perhaps i'm having a lot in my life right now, like, A LOT. Ok, maybe not that much in quantity, but its more than enough to get me confused and distracted. LOL.

Talking about distractions....


I CAN'T GET MYSELF TO START ON CHINESE.
& i can assure you its not that i dont feel the sense of urgency, i do,

ITS FREAKING NEXT WED!!!

But... that thought just flashes through my mind then somehow it fades into the background.
Never got to doing some solid work... YET. I will do tomorrow, with jing yi, heh. Hopefully she can be a source of motivation.

Talking about Jing yi...

Did i mention how awesome was the day out to orchard?

=)

I guess i didn't, since its like the first post in ages, lols. Okay, here goes.

LAST SATURDAY, it was a fine and sunny morning...
But i was totally rushing to get things done, cause i was prettyyy lateeeeeee, ok, very late. So i was like some lunatic, rushing here and there, throwing the neccessities into my bag, going for the
-before leaving house- toilet trip, putting on my contact lenses...

ETC. ETC.

then i realise that there's sugar in my bag ( from those stupid ribena pastilles!) , so i stupidly overturned my bag over the toilet bowl, sure that the sugar would drop into the toilet bowl,

MY OWN WISHFUL THINKING.

Indeed, something dropped out. Not the sugar, -PLONK!- it was my buddhist pendant. Goodness gracious, i was already freaking late and i still have to scramble for it and start apologising profusely. Sigh.

Okay, so skipping all the embarrassing bits...
FINALLY, i reached kovan mrt station.
feeling not so welcomed by jingyi's glare, (hehe).

So yeah, we made our way to our first stop : 313 @ Somerset! =)
Spent forever at F21, i bought a tee and a pair of sneakers, and jingyi got a tee!

NEXT: Ion orchard!
Went to Etude house to look for Jingyi's cousin, got free masks, browsed around and left. LOL.

The rest is just not worth mentioning.

Okay fine, i'll be frank, i forgot what happened next. Hahas.

Hmm, guess i'll stop here.

CRAP, I'M STILL NOT SLEEPY.

So now what?

ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
but i'm not happy
Nice.

Ummm, tons of holiday homework... NYP...Catching up on revision...

So...HOLIDAYS?!

Say what?!?!?!

Okay, sadistic.

I seriously got nothing to say.

Faith

From now on, i'm going to try to have faith. I'm going to believe that everything is going to work out for me. & lets just hope that having faith works.

Sick.

I just wanna say i'm tired. Like real tired. I wish i could go to bed and fall into deep deep sleep, and probably only wake up when things are better. I don't even want to mention bout my results. I've really tried hard, like real hard. But i just have to learn that sometimes, hard work do not pay off. & its sucks, it really do.

Lastly, i can't decide.